Thursday, May 10, 2007 ;
9:24:00 PM
i have started on my job search, after procrastinating it for about a week. its rather disheartening and i'm beginning to wonder if what i really want to do in life is even achievable. if i have the means to even measure up to the demands that the industry makes.
its painful to know that the place where you most seek encouragement and support is the very same place you get discouragement and hurt instead. maybe it was meant for my good, to bring me back to harsh reality. whatever. it still is hurtful; and i'm left to contemplate why i am even here on this earth for, and what possible good is there i can bring to this world.
and its times like these i was more than this - more than what i am now.
met up with a bunch of people i havent seen for a while - stefanie peng! lui shi ying! eileen! hmm, ok then not so much a 'bunch' of people. ha.. but it was really a pleasant time of catching up, shopping and drinking coffee ice blended; though i'm well aware that my wallet is decreasing in bulk with no input coming in.
watched 'Priceless today' and it was quite good. audrey tautou is gorgeous. (: its quite a sweet show, but it leaves you wanting more because you somewhat know deep down that the happy ending given is, most probably, only temporary. yet the dresses, the kind of lifestyle.. *drools. haha
every day is a new day ♥
