Wednesday, February 07, 2007 ;
12:51:00 PM
its kind of weird but i'm really starting to miss michelle heh. be HONORED! hmm. maybe i miss having you around to talk to. haha. :P
i dont know. and there are alot of things i'm starting to question about my life. maybe its because i'm getting into alot of new areas, and initial stages are always the hardest - where you question if you're in the right place, in terms of work/studies interest, friendships, relationships, ministries, and various other commitments..
being 21 is not easy. i cant believe how i always tried to imagine my 21st year to be like when i was younger. suri and i always talked about it, and we'd say things like "if i were 21, i'd do this, this and this. i'd be this, this and that." it was as if i'd never be 21, it was an age too far away to even come. but now its here, and i'm living it, but i dont feel that i am. what is in a name? in a number? hmm.
its true, when they say the past is always a golden age. i feel 60, saying this. feh.
every day is a new day ♥
