Monday, November 06, 2006 ;
6:49:00 PM
you know, my dear, that it was only a week ago from this day that you were here. and that, my dear, we were talking about things in the future, and promises of forever. we spoke, with joy and love shining in our eyes. and now, i try to find you but i cant. you have gone to a place i cannot follow and there is nothing left here for me to hold on to.sigh. oh wells.
anyway i need to say thanks to a few people, for tiding me through the most difficult weekend i've ever had. charlene especially, for talking to me from 2 to 4am even though she had to wake up early the next day. for staying over at aunty ivy's just to accompany me, because you knew all i need was your company. for eileen, who smses me every day, anytime when she can, just to ask if i'm ok. for samuel even, in his attempt to listen, to understand. for accompanying me online last night till 1am. and many others. for my kor. its so funny how you came back to my life again. when i saw you then, all i wanted to do was hide. but thanks for listening, and sharing with me your experience. to daniel, for calling me even though i said it was alright. for making me cry! ha.. but really.. thanks.
i thought i didnt have you all, but i was wrong. you have been the most supportive friends during this period of time.
youdontmissyourwatertillthewellrunsdry.
edit: my itunes is down ever since i tried downloading the latest version. sigh. i'm irritated. i need my music.
every day is a new day ♥