Sunday, November 26, 2006 ;
12:27:00 AM
sometimes when you try to find in a person traces of someone else that you have lost, you merely set yourself up for disappointment. there is no one, no one who can take the place of that one person who is gone, because the hole in your heart is in the shape of that one who left, and no one else can fill it up.
it is so painful thinking about what
had-been because i start to realize that there no longer is
could-be, no longer a future.
and at times its so hard to be friends with some friends. so, so hard. you wonder why you are even in that friendship for, why you even need to have that person in your life. sometimes it just kills you to realize that despite all that effort you've put in, well, it doesnt even matter at all. the friend doesnt care.
this season of time is for me to learn to let go of relationships i have relied on a great deal for the past few years, and i have to confess it is ripping me apart, especially when i'm all alone, like now.
every day is a new day ♥
