Monday, October 23, 2006 ;
8:12:00 PM
went shopping with char yesterday! (:
bought a pair of 'fisherman' pants, and a red belt. really enjoyed the time we spent hanging out together, and doing our fav activity. grins.
there should be more girly outings like this!
and dz bought me a top and a belt from taiwan too! i like (: hehs. thanks dz!
anyway, now back to schoolwork.. aw. really hope i can make it through the rest of the semester. there's practically at least one deadline for me every week, starting now. quite scary, but i know i can do it. (:
and.. well. sometimes, nothing even happened. and nothing was wrong in the first place. so why do people have to complicate things and allow everything to start spiralling down?
there was something during dr yeo wei wei's tutorial that struck me today. the idea of objectification of relationships - how everyone sees other people by their function to them. like, my function to you is probably a friend, a listener, a person to hang out with when you are bored. and that's all? once i've fulfilled all that, you wouldnt call on me anymore; you wouldnt even ask about me. because we are all inherently
100% narcisstic - with self-love. who knows, maybe if one day i'm gone, you'd find that nothing much really changed and you can move on life as per normal.
you never really needed me around. kafka is a genius, to bring out all these issues in his story, in the space of less than 20 pages.
so do, pray tell me, how do you objectify me?
every day is a new day ♥
