Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ;
1:26:00 AM
always trying to make love out of carethe perfect recipebut something wasnt there...we'll get to know ourselves againand heal our heartsits not that we're bad togetherwe're just better off apart...always trying to have one and one make twoand even though it never workedi still feel love for you.sunrays and saturdays is good. dunno. just hope we can get over all this.
i had a good talk with eileen just now. think i've been treating her really badly, when she doesnt deserve it. i've judged, when i least want to be judged. i havent been fair. i'm sorry.
and many times when i'm alone i think and i wish i could just turn back time. it irks me that i am so much affected and you clearly cant be bothered.
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maybe i just have that habit where i cant go to sleep whenever something's wrong in any one of my relationships.
every day is a new day ♥