Thursday, August 24, 2006 ;
11:31:00 PM
and so it is..another week is quicky coming to a close, must faster than i like it to be. have been kept on my feet and toes pretty often lately and today i burned out - to the max. couldnt go for bsf in the end because i really needed to just stay home and have sufficient rest. i cant understand why this semester is so crazy and taxing on me; perhaps its due to the 5- day week. i can only hope that it gets better, and i'll really start learning time management -- in all sense of the word.
joy has left for canada today. i dont know why but i keep imagining her stepping out of the canadian airport, breathing in the fresh canadian air and taking her first steps on canadian ground.. and i somehow feel hollow inside because.. perhaps i know i will invariably miss her, somehow or another, and.. i know as well that i yearn to have such an experience. but my heart is too attached to singapore, and the people i love here.. oh wells. ok. emo part over.
i feel my blog has somewhat grown dull and insipid and i dont know why. maybe a part of me desires affirmation from others, but another part screams to say that i dont need all that jazz for its only temporary..
ok. i dont really know what i'm saying. i'm sooo tired. goodnight world.
every day is a new day ♥
