Wednesday, July 26, 2006 ;
12:47:00 AM
i have come to the conclusion that i want to die young. its not because i'm afraid of death, but rather i'm afraid of growing weak and frail and just living on the air i struggle to breathe in; lying on the bed unable to move. my mum chided me for having some thoughts, but is it really wrong? i dont know. having too many conversations about mortality these days with the other side and i start to wonder.
on another note, i'm seriously envious about bj's macbook! he bought the much-coveted new macbook that arrived in the market this year and it was delivered to his house today. and he's practically raving over it every single time we talk! ahhhhhhhhhh. haha =( oh wells. i'll visit his house more often to play around with it! grins.
every day is a new day ♥
