Monday, May 29, 2006 ;
10:11:00 PM
things have been rather topsy-turvy the past few days.
did and said things i'm not proud of, and am unable to handle the emotions welling up within me each time you happen. sleep comes, not without difficulty and it comes more often than not as refuge, rather than rest these days.
you said it would be harder for us 2 years ago--on that fateful day. it certainly is. and i'm not sure about how it'll be another few more years down that unknown path we will tread on. all i know is that i will need your hand holding mine, as we walk through that hazy mist of our future together.
anyway, on a lighter note, helping out at the kindy camp on friday and today have been an extremely tiring experience, and yet rather fun nevertheless. but friday was really the killer even though i dont think i really did much. walking around town to find some stuff after helping out that day totally wearied me out given that i didnt sleep much the night before either. tomorrow's the last day of the camp and bj's coming to help us out because the programme consists of an activity that requires physical strength and karen and i wore ourselves out today. even uncle patricks' hands suffered tears and bled a little..
but these kids made me think about how i cant remember very much about my kindergarten life.. or even primary school for that matter. yet despite that i do yearn to go back in time to those days when life was simpler, life was happy and carefree. life was family, and life was a simple trust and complete faith in the all-powerful God.
and for reasons i cant exactly understand, i feel like i've lost a friend.
every day is a new day ♥
