Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ;
10:58:00 AM
i just cant seem to get down to solid studying. my mind keeps wandering and i forget almost instantly what i've been reading a minute before. and i'm getting to be way behind my revision. sigh. i do do have to get out of this muddy sloth i'm mired in.
anyway. i have been having weird dreams of late. reminding me mostly of the past, or perhaps its just a subconscious arising of my chief fear, or chief loss of what i long for. its just really sad sometimes when i wake up from those dreams and i find that my heart feels heavy but i cant totally remember why. but deep down inside, i guess i think i do. and his phone call yesterday only served to force this dream into the realm of the real.
nevertheless, i love this pic stef and i took a while back, when we met with dz and company for supper over a weekend at siglap's cartel..
i never really thought about it but i realized that i missed having her around in my life. thanks for accompanying me last sat in aunty ivy's while i was studying =) we should do more of it after my exams yeah! heh..
every day is a new day ♥
