Tuesday, February 21, 2006 ;
1:32:00 AM
this is supposed to be a 20th february post...anyway, i had a dream last night.. as in 19th feb.
it was... disturbing, to say the least. when i woke up, almost as though in cold sweat, i was so terribly trememdously relieved that it was all but a dream.
it is certainly a dream that i am afraid of, that i would never in my life wish to see it come true.
after having that, i fear even now to get under my sheets like a little child crawling under the duvet because she is afraid of the dark.. only this time its not the dark i'm fearing, its just that the neverneverland i used to believe in is no longer a safe haven after yesterday.
perhaps it was due to what she said to me.
every day is a new day ♥
