Sunday, October 30, 2005 ;
12:05:00 AM
i wish i have more time in my days.
more time to do the things i want to do.
the words i want to say.
the songs i want to sing.
the prayers i want to lift up.
the fun i want to enjoy...
bah.
university life is highly stressful - as testified by the pimples i have. arghhhhhh. hormones are disgusting things. (dont hold me to this)
and. i have an ambiguous response towards this coming wednesday where i might be getting my 19th century essay back.. my friend managed to get a B+ and i'm increasingly anxious over it. i keep wanting to know how i did, and yet when i see gail's absolutely repulsive look of "ok-i-agree-with-what-you-say-but-i-completely-disagree".. i sigh and i lose hope, and push it to the recesses of my mind. but it comes up and again; i have never received a grade above C+ for my literature essays so far in my nus life. i really hope to get at least one above that this semester. would it be possible? dunno la. and if bang does manage to do better than i do, i'll seriously consider quitting school, or moving to another course/major.
yes. it is that bad.
one more thing before i go:
evelyn! so so so sorry i didnt manage to make it for your birthday party last night, i mean, fri night. i would have loved to go!! =( next time, aye? grins.
every day is a new day ♥
