Wednesday, October 12, 2005 ;
10:04:00 PM
first and foremost i would like to thank michelle for the ecard she sent me to wish me speedy recovery from my irritating flu! i was really surprised and touched when i received it and i really really thank you dear girl! =)
and secondly, hy, you are really the best candidate charlene and i have. believe in us as we believe in you. above all, believe that God will work through you - that's all that matters, and all you need, isnt it? grins.
thirdly, i would like to thank God for my 19th century test results. it wasnt as i hoped it would be but i take comfort that it is somehow all in his plans. though i am disappointed, i had somehow had expected it.. well. at least i can still say i didnt fail - merely scraped through. ahh wells. there's still science-fiction to be returned; and my gem mcq test too. they cant get any worst than this.
i know that there's much more i wanted to say but i cant seem to remember.
i'm disappointed with alot of things now, and i cant stand my attitude towards things. i come home everyday to a quiet house. i cant even muster up the energy to clear my table and sit down there to study. all i want to do is sleep everything away. sigh. maybe its just me being sick and down with flu. or maybe its the nights.
shi ying finally opened up to me today. very briefly, when i met her at the bus stop.. i wish i could do more but sometimes, one has to realize when they are in no position to do anything but to just pray? as feli once said, praying is and should not to be seen as the last resort, but rather, to be the best thing one can ever do for another. i wish i remember that all the time, instead of occasionally - at times like this.
once i did something like a survey or a quiz online, and it told me that my constant life question would be, "
what do others think of me?" i thought it rather ridiculous then, at that point in time, but now i'm not so sure. i do wish i knew.
one happy thing to note: i think i can finally get my nokia 7270. possibly within this week! and here it is!
every day is a new day ♥
