Thursday, October 06, 2005 ;
11:56:00 PM
finally my blogger's create post page is working. =) i was beginning to worry.
i got back my 20th century test results and i must say i did better than expected but that didnt stop me from going home and ruminating over the fact that i should have written this, or i should have done that. its the pressure i put on myself i guess. i should be contented, and most of all, thankful. i can only hope and pray now that my 19th century test would be ok.. my friend has already received her paper and she got a C-. learning that fact makes me all the more anxious about my paper too because i didnt even manage to finish writing the essay, let alone write a conclusion. sigh. i count alot more on my tests because i find that i cant seem to write essays - my average for literature term papers are Cs. i really really hope that this semester i'll be able to do better for the literature essays that i have to turn in.
i just cant understand my mum at times. i really really slaved at my books the past few days and i need a break. she cant understand and she insisted that i go back straight to solid studying today. argh i'm just tired la. why cant i even have one day's rest? you'd think i'm a machine. cant be bothered.
every day is a new day ♥
