i think someone have been reading my blog on the sly and especially when he's so good with html and stuff, i wouldnt be surprised. still i would like it if you tell me and not just pretend and lie through your teeth because its so obvious and pathetic. fancy saying all that crap. i almost wanted to expose your sham right there and then because i couldnt believe you actually thought i would fall for your fabrications and lies. i was that mad.
i didnt know i could get that angry so easily. bah.
on a separate note, i spoke again during today's lit class and i'm happy happy. =) even though dr ang didnt say it was a gd comment like the other time, i guess i do feel more heartened to speak up somehow. since i was forcing my brain to think, think, think of something to say so hard, it must have shown. its crazy how i have to try so hard and for others it comes so naturally, easy peasy.
another thing to say before i leave. so much for all my advices to others. it smacks straight back at me, right into my face. and i am left with the residues of your leftovers, as you please, on my face... and you never knew nor cared - because i never meant a thing at all in the first place. what then was all those you said?
