Sunday, July 10, 2005 ;
11:52:00 PM
it has been a beautiful time - the past few days. almost as if it was magical. i know that i'm not supposed to reveal wishes you make before you blow out the candles but i cant resist. i wished that everyday would be like today. where i had all my loved ones around.. and i felt loved. =)
went to church yesterday and i thank everyone who came up to me to wish me happy bday.. as well as for all the presents that you guys lovingly gave. i was super touched, especially by God's Hahas. they really put in so much effort in the little gifts and things they did, i nearly wanted to cry. besides the nydc outing, stef even made a huge card for me and got everyone to sign it.. gosh. and caron's letter was touching too, plus i like the box she decorated! and xiang! for the very 1st present she gave me all my life. hahaha.. your sewing still caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan make it la. ahahha. =P and robyn! for the err case thingy and test tube. =) as well as feli, for the lovely little quaint handbag and two pairs of earrings. how did you ever know i wanted earrings! haha.. and oh! shalom for their combined gift of a green polo tee! but err.. it looks similiar to something i already have heh. but thanks! - joy, jingmin, evelyn, esther, chuili and jo! =) huey ying again for the cute cute notebook which looks as cute as me. wahahha. hmm and yessssss.. one more person. thanks di, for that err lizard. err it looks cute. hahaha argh you're seriously an idiot la. haha =P thank goodness i was smart enough to know it was a prank la.
just came back from a dinner party at aunty ivy's house. we kept it small i guess. still it was nice.. having home-style steamboat and a nice chocolate lana cake (one of my favs!) what was the damper were my eyes. the pain in the left eye was acting up again since that day at aunty julian's place. and my right eye was swollen coz i took a nap in a dusty place. crap la. my body gets so susceptible to dust and what-not as i get older. this is BAD.
annd *drumrolls* i can finally get my ipod! whee! i am happy, and contented. gee. i just wish you were. dunno la. also dont know what to say anymore. seems like i'm always rubbing off the wrong side of you and no matter how i try, ... aiyah. i just dont know la. jon told me that i should love still, and never give up on you because that's what Jesus would do. but its so difficult. yet i will try. with the love of Jesus. i will.
i want to thank my mum, aunty ivy, and bj for making my bday this yr an especially special one. and for everyone else who contributed as well: my dearly missed feli who came back to spore, xiang for her heartfelt present, stef for
everything she did - a friend in a million, agape and vcf.. and many more.. i heart you all. =)
every day is a new day ♥
