Tuesday, July 19, 2005 ;
10:41:00 PM
i'm thrilled! i just realized that i can also upload burned cds into my itunes, and therefore my ipod. grin. this is good. and therefore i managed to get john mayer's heavier things - but what i really want is john mayer's room for squares. think that was his best album? there are many other albums i want.. i guess i should slow it down for now. i'm constantly pruning my ipod and even uploading album artworks to it so painstakingly that my eyes are dry from staring at the screen too much. that's bad! heh. indeed its not you who owe the ipod, but it owes you.
and i just went through a terrible thinking process. its the first time this 3 months that i've committed myself to thinking so much. i am referring to planning ahead - my uni life, that is. it is such a headache. all the mc points to consider, the number of modules required to fulfil various stupid requirements set by nus.. gosh. i really should have taken my education in yr 1 more seriously. now i'm living to regret not planning ahead. sigh. but God is gracious, i must admit. he gave me insight and provided me with a "gameplan". yes, a gameplan, you can call it.
i guess hence from now i will be doing a shared major with literature and new media. a whole new world of friends. i know no one doing the same, but at least there's still michele and feli doing lit. ooh. just remembered something but wont be saying it here. haha. okies. quite a headache but i've drawn it all out. at last. i'm having a peace of mind. but i guess that starting this semester onwards, i really need to pull up my socks and work super hard to pull up my cap. sigh.
i realize that this is the first time bj is overseas ever since i knew him.. and i didnt expect to miss him this much but i do. the first night and day was the worst but it gradually gets better i think. makes me realize how much i have been taking him for granted i guess. he had always been there, in his way, despite army constraints and church committments. well, its only for a week and there will definitely be more like this to come soo.. yeah. =) be strong!
- makes me think of the time traveler's wife, clare, in the book's opening statements.
she was saying: "
its hard being left behind. i wait for henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he's okay. its hard to be the one who stays. i keep myself busy. time goes faster that way." now i guess i can really relate to that.
i only have 5 episodes of naruto left and its taking a great deal of control not to continue watching. argh. between savouring and rushing thru, which is the better deal? dunno. think i'm quite mad to be this crazy over some anime. thanks to esmond loon la. sob. even jonathan's xmen comics are being devoured. i only have one and a half books more to go! argh. (dont worry, jon, when i said devoured, i mean metaphorically! your comics are kept very safely and carefully here! haha)
oh wells. suddenly i dont know what to say. and i'm still happy, in a funny sort of way. i'm looking forward to tomorrow - shopping with huey ying and charlene for their dresses for darren's wedding. then thursday evening will be going to derek and rajiv. gosh. i really cant wait! =)
every day is a new day ♥
