Friday, July 22, 2005 ;
11:46:00 PM
i finally feel much happier.. like my head has at last burst through the mire. i dont know why. =)
slept really late last night because of derek and rajiv. about 4am? well. just glad that everything seems alright for now. maybe that's one of the reasons why i'm feeling glad.
also, another happy thing is seeing the moon tonight. many many thanks to di for pointing it out to me. its just so beautiful that no amount of words can do it justice. sigh. its just a fraction of the beauty i saw in canada, but its so beautiful, nonetheless. i wish i could disregard my safety, swing myself on the window sill and sit there all night gazing. i'd probably go cross-eyed after half an hour or so but well. you know what i mean. =) its perfectly cloudless! aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. wish i stayed somewhere in the east though - there are more stars.
its like the clear sky after the storm. i like. =) perfectly happy.
and yet, i miss bj. sigh. so many things have transpired and i miss having him around to fill him up on the little little details. esp after what happened the last two days. was happy to receive those 2 smses from him yesterday.. oh wells. another 3 more days i suppose. it'll be a breeze! grin.
every day is a new day ♥
