Wednesday, July 13, 2005 ;
11:16:00 PM
everyday seemed to go by like a dream.. i can barely remember what happened even yesterday. thus before it all becomes nothing but a vague memory i better pen it down asap. i mean, blog it down. wahaha.
went out for tea with feli yesterday to catch up on the past 5 months. goodness. she brought me to this simply exquisite place and mind you, i felt terribly uncomfortable there. haha but after a while i managed to relax and enjoy the food before me, as well as the surroundings. we went to the v tea place at esplanade. simply divine. the service was excellent and everything was so victorian. absolutely quaint. i felt as if i was transported back in time - to those days of corsets and flowery dresses and big curly tresses, very shakespearean. what i loved in particular was the menu. =) right, feli??
after tea i went to have dinner with shi ying and grace. it was like normal i guess.. grace left early coz she felt sick but well shi ying and i continued walking around. nothing much la.
today is different though. spent it with bj. =) went to look at my future ipod and dress and oh i dont know. so many things. there's even this xmen comic - the phoenix's endsong from kino that i really want. sigh. but i'm
so broke. and i still need to get bday presents for some people... haha. this is extremely bad.
evening i went over to godma's place for wwd. it was quite interesting; i learnt more about the old testament. how people can say its not important is beyond my understanding. oh well. hope someday God will reveal to them the wonders of His Word in the Old T.
and...
i seem to find it harder to be happy everyday and i dont know why. i wish there was something more to look forward to everyday.. something that i can look at, feel it within my soul and smile. i seem to be taking too much for granted.
--> added. despite what you told me yesterday, i think i cant believe it anymore. because words and actions are so different. so very different. i dont believe anymore. shit. i just dont.
every day is a new day ♥
