Wednesday, June 22, 2005 ;
2:17:00 AM
this is actually a tuesday posti'm soo irritated. i hate being jetlagged. not only does it ruin my entire routine but it messes up what i want to do. grr. its 2am and i should be sleeping and i'm not!!
"i want to see mountains again. mountains, Gandalf!"
- bilbo baggins
when i watched the fellowship of the ring today, i mean, yesterday, and heard bilbo say this to gandalf, i couldnt help feel as if i understood and empathsized with how bilbo felt. i miss looking out of my window or my door and seeing the mountains in the distance. i miss the knowing that when i walk out of that door i'll be enveloped by cold, crisp, fresh air. i feel so stifled and choked here, the air is so humid and putrid. how did i ever live with it?
something i thought about when on the way home two days ago from the airport..
goodbyes are either too hurried, or they stretch on far too long. there's never just a perfect goodbye.and for that, i hate goodbyes.
every day is a new day ♥
