Thursday, May 05, 2005 ;
5:44:00 PM
it just sickens me whenever i read it. its so full of self pity and misery its more than what a person can take. i mean, there are so many who loves you, more than i can ever dream of, and its so obvious that they do but you still choose who you want to love back.. and if those you chose dont return those expectations you just go oh no one loves me. its so arghhhh!? sometimes i'm so tempted to wash my hands off you.
anyway, again, on a lighter note, my exams are finally over! hooray! ahha.. was supposed to go swimming today in the afternoon with charlene again but it started raining like cats and dogs. as usual, the weather ALWAYS forbids me from getting my tan. yesterday when charlene and i met it was too late in the afternoon and the sun was hiding behind the clouds.. so no tan either.. haha.. oh well! someday la.
suddenly i find myself just staring at the screen.. things i wanted to say earlier but i forgot. haha oh man this is badd.. nvm! okie i gtg and get ready to go for bsf.. lalala..
every day is a new day ♥
