Wednesday, May 18, 2005 ;
12:50:00 AM
it had been a long dreary day today at home. i had planned to go for an afternoon swimming-suntanning session but it was raining cat and dogs and thus plans had to be changed. though i did drop by the toa payoh library due to mum's insistence that i need to start reading the books as i once did when the rain was lesser.
mum is still quite sick but she's pushing her limits and still going to work. i feel so terrible for her and i wish i could do more but i dont know how nor what to do. she's so rarely sick that when she is, it is something to worry about. even the doctor advised her to stay home but she would not. her stupid insensitive boss doesnt even realize that my dearest mum is sick la. grr.
and down to the point why i decided to write today when at first i didnt want to. i just cannot being to comprehend the human mind sometimes. the way people can think and process things. its amazing how so much controversy is built up over a mere film.. and even more so outstanding (if you can even consider it that) is the lack of display of basic courtesy, let alone Christian character here. i'm thoroughly shocked, and disappointed. i dont know how i am going to take it when he goes up there and start his prayers -- and think back on this. yet who am i to judge? i cannot understand, therefore, do i judge? no.
i just wish you could have displayed at least a sense of humility to admit right from wrong, basic courteousness to a lady, discernment and love to all, as a leader should have.
every day is a new day ♥
