Saturday, April 09, 2005 ;
12:42:00 AM
been a long time since i last blogged.. things have been too crazy, too fast and too little time to myself. everything's dealt out in dishes and small pieces here and there and when i'm finally home, i find myself too active to sit still and rest.
at least i've finished up with the essays, now there's still the ridiculous 30% presentation for entrepreneurial marketing as well as the theatre practical. i'm going to act out one entire scene on my own. as in, the whole stage will be dominated by my lonesome. argh!! i dont know how i get myself into such things and i'm so unconfident of my acting skills, i mean i'm not like esther or feli or jolene who can go up there and feel at ease. gosh. there's no way i'm going to get any of my friends to be there to watch my performance. no way. that's final.
i've been developing rashes all over my body. there's this particular insidious persistent one on my left arm that just wouldnt go away and its itching me so badly this very moment but i cant scratch it!! gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. must be the weather. thank goodness i've more or less recovered from the flu i contracted from bj..
cant wait for exams to be over.. that way i can find more time to spend with God, my friends - xuan especially, shi ying, daniel, derek n rajiv n mrs suneeth.. its a whole three months break! i'm going to take my driving lessons during then.. i'll probably get charmaine to help me out. most of my practical grp members support taking manual rather than automatic.. auto is actually more expensive? gee. and to take it at bukit batok. all this hassle to get a driving license.. oh well. guess its worth it in the end? and oh! i'm going to start swimming again.. and playing badminton with charlene as often as i can.. and go get back my much-missed suntan.. sob.
its still itching me. rrraaarrgghh! and what am i doing, thinking about my holidays when the exams are still yet to come? this is so irritating. but another three more weeks and i'm home free! grin.
-- It takes bravery to tell someone you like him/her, but it takes greater bravery to walk away when it doesnt works out. (a quote i got from rebecca's blog.. just quite thought-provoking)
every day is a new day ♥
