Thursday, January 06, 2005 ;
7:34:00 PM
today's quite an ok day.. but feel quite bad. yikez. haha was supposed to meet darren at city hall at 11am today.. woke up at 930 but still felt quite tired so went back to sleep and woke up again at 11!! argh. so quickly checked my hp and realized that darren smsed me saying that he too woke up late and could only meet at 1130.. so replied him. in the end we arranged to meet after his lunch date at 145pm. gee.. so anyway met him, discussed some cell plans.. then prayed for each other.. he told me some REALLY exciting stuff! waahaha but dont know whether i should post here.. better not la.. he might want to keep it low key.. yike yike yikeZ! *grin*
anyway followed him to funan to get his thumbdrive.. after that went around looking for some building named the excelsior but to no avail. bah. haha. came back home after searching for a while and dyed my hair again. deep arburn. it stinks so much of chemicals right now. i'm SO dead. my hair's really going to die at the rate i'm dy(e)ing it. kinda like puns huh? - the words i mean. haha.
yesterday's wwd dinner was ok i guess. but everyone was talking about things charlene and i couldnt really relate to - eg: parking fees in orchard, pregnancy, bla bla bla. haha oh well. that's the problem with being the youngest in the group? with three married and one more to go? gee.. was kinda sad though. would really really (and i really mean really) miss feli when she goes. =( i mean, like calling each other to go bsf together, talking about our bfs, munching muffins during lecture.. gushing about dr gwee, grudging against the whole nus system, taking 151 home together, loving lit together... ARGH. *sob* hahaha oh well. that's why sometimes i hate getting close to someone. i mean.. it hurts. mostly. but then again i read it somewhere recently that if it doesnt hurt, it isnt love, isnt it? i mean love as in friendship love, sisterly/brotherly love.. yup. =) will be counting the days when you get back k feli! though i'm sure kwee will be missing you much more than i ever will.. =P
anyway just had a conversation with someone. gee. just made me realize once over again the power of words.. how it can really brighten up your day.. or just sink you down to the lowest pits. sigh. but then again, if it isnt love, it wouldnt hurt. so.. yeah. God gave us, all of us, hurt and pain for a reason i guess. i would be reading Where Is God When It Hurts by Philip Yancey -
soon - it deals most aptly with this issue.
yup, soon.. as soon as i finish with the other books stacking tall behind me. haha..
seems like i'm blogging everyday now and its quite bad, isnt it? argh. it shows i'm always that bored to blog.. gee. hope when school starts it'll take away my "addiction" to blogging. this is bad.
every day is a new day ♥
