Wednesday, January 12, 2005 ;
12:52:00 AM
its been one of the longest day of my life. woke up at 720am and left the house at 805am... only to come back home at 1015pm.. think this is going to be my life for every tuesday this semester. yikez. its so irritating how all the lectures i wanna take are all on tuesday and i've no choice but to cram them all. worse still next wk when i'll have an extra tutorial. argh. oh well, just pray that the Lord will sustain me. =)
school wasnt that bad. though i reached the first lecture like 1/2 hr late coz i waited for the stupid 151 for 25 minutes.. the lecturer hardly covered much when i was not there anyway. whew. haha.. met rebecca and darsh for lunch at biz canteen then went for lit lecture. was so happy to find that christina and alicia takes the same lecture! =) watched this film "The Man Who Wasn't There" and i cant begin to comprehend it at all. argh. got to read up on sypnosis on the internet or something. entrepreneurial marketing was ok i guess. lecturer was dull and boring and didnt know anything about how much the text is, whether the exam is open-bk or not.. i just hope that the text will be really useful and easy to understand - if not i'll DIE for that module. but made some new friends there.. hope these friendships will be strong and solidified. three from bizad, one from engineering and one from computing. very different personalities! gee. but oh well we seemed to be ok with one another. all are so much older than me la. i'm so afraid my lack of experience and young age will be a disadvantage. anyway, the lecture was scary too. so many pple were speaking up during the lecture itself and they appear so well-read and knew whatever was going on and there i was, counting the mintues till 9pm and totally blur. i really really really have to put in alot of effort. am going to start studying like everyday. *sob*
am feeling much better after yesterday. =) thanks to di who cheered me up a little last night.. esp with the testimonial and all. *grin* hope that whatever happened to you last night wont occur again.. =S will pray! btw we've sort of straightened it out.. you were right. its a give and take situation i guess.. and its really time for me to give esp when its such a difficult period for us both already. gee. i'm just quite happy, even though tired, at how everything worked out today. it was way better than expected. just one of a few disappointments: got super excited when alicia told me canice might drop by for lit screening.. and when she didnt come it was such a disappointment man. was really counting on seeing you again darling girl! =)
every day is a new day ♥
