Wednesday, January 05, 2005 ;
3:50:00 PM
i cant stand to read the newspapers. i just did and i ended up crying. its just so incredibly sad. i know i'm probably echoing what everyone else is saying on their blogs about the tsunami incident but what else can i say? every scrape of food left on my plate, every new piece of clothing or bag i buy, every night as i sink into my comfortable bed in the comfort and shelter of my room.. i cant help but think that its so doggone unfair. and yet, how else would God have done it? nothing happens by chance. i'm sure God has his reasons. lets just live by faith.
will be going for wwd social dinner later at city hall.. kinda looking forward to it =) stayed home the whole day so far and was so bored.. heh read some other people's blogs and just thought how amazing people can be so different online in their blogs and real life. its like.. wow. oh well. dont really want to comment.
school's starting again soon.. too soon. time of too much insecurities and pretenses and masks, all-too-familiar faces and not-too-familiar faces.. if only my life was like the movies. i live but only for two hours and fade away after. argh. all bottled up inside.
every day is a new day ♥
