Sunday, January 16, 2005 ;
12:49:00 AM
celebrated bj's bday today.. no make that yesterday. *grin* met up with him in the morning to watch a movie.. "Aviator". its actually quite good and has a sobering effect. perhaps on me. leonardo di carprio (however you spell it) surprisingly acted tremendously well in this show. though he did look like he put on some weight - its evident on his face. haha.. okok out of point. yeah well.. its been a long time since i've watched a movie with bj so this was a good re-start. =) we used to watch everything under the sun! mmm.. show was really good. no beginning, no ending.. its just.. a portrayal of a life.. like anyone else. i mean, shows are always with a perfect start, problem and perfect ending.. like Gil Grissom said, "truth always brings closure." but Catherine Willows rebutted by saying that that's not true. i agree with her. there's never a perfect ending, a closure. its all open ended. gee..
there was this one phrase i like alot in the movie - i dont know why. it goes: "there's too much of howard hughes in howard hughes. that's where the trouble lies."
ok so after movie, we grabbed a quick lunch.. and dashed off our separate ways to church. dunno why, this was the first time i had worship in church for this yr.. in bbtc i mean aside from smash.. and somehow i found myself just singing the words? looking at the singers' and musicians' faces and.. wondering what they were thinking? whether everytime they lifted up their hands in worship - was it for real or.. are they just doing it? do they really really mean the words they sing? not just those up on stage, but congregation too. so many hands up in praise and worship.. but.. oh. i dont know la. haha.. just read di's blog and realized that i was kinda thinking the same line as he mentioned there. but i guess i look more at the words of the song? sometimes i cant help but feel the songs can be quite narrow.. as in focused on self and not God? i dunno.. i mean, its WORSHIP right? its about Him, not us. soooooooo.. haha. dunno that's why i hate thinking sometimes.
anyway. after church.. flagged a cab and dashed down to bj's house.. eric, chau, sean and clarisse came over.. it was quite ok i guess.. gee. just felt a little awkward sometimes but it was great seeing eric and sean again. clarisse was super tickled by iraeneus.. haha.. that little fella is just so cute. oh well.. hope that bj enjoyed himself tonight.. though i felt bad that he had to see me home when its so late and he was so tired. =(
anyway tml going to church again.. then having cell discussion.. heh. quite looking forward to it. oh then studying! yikez. chau was expressing shock that i'm starting to study already. haha.. i'm a self-declared mugger now! *grin* then dinner at bj's house and watching spore-indonesia match.. gee. ahaha it better be interesting if not i'll just fall asleep. wahahaha.
so long!
every day is a new day ♥
