Wednesday, January 05, 2005 ;
1:31:00 AM
bj might not go Sumatra after all. mixed feelings. coz he told me that well.. only those who are seargeants and above can go.. *sigh*
the saddest break up song.
i hope i never have to use it. (italics - bj's words)
Vertical Horizon - Sunrays and Saturdays
Open the window
Let the sunset in
If only for the last time
Let me see you smile again
I'll take my records
You can have your books
I'm sorry I never read them
But it says so much about us
Always trying
To make love out of care
The perfect recipe
But something wasnt there
And I wish you sunrays and saturdays
Perfect starry nights
Sweet dreams and moonbeams
And a love that's warm and bright
Sunrays and saturdays
Friendship strong and true
Oceans of blue and a room with a view
To live the life you choose
You'll write me letters
I'll call you on the phone
A wire away from touching
And never quite alone
We'll get to know ourselves again
And we'll heal our hearts
Its not that we're bad together
We're just better off apart
Always trying
To have one and one make two
And even though it never worked
I still feel love for you
And I wish you sunrays and saturdays
Perfect starry nights
Sweet dreams and moonbeams
And a love that's warm and bright
Sunrays and saturdays
Friendship strong and true
Oceans of blue and a room with a view
To live the life you choose
oh there's no connection with the first para about bj and this song. its just that he introduced this song to me on sunday and its super sad. i remember us sharing the same chair and his one arm wrapped round my back coz i was cold.. and just listening to this song holding each other's hands.. dont know why but tears formed in my eyes then. was so acutely aware of everything.. and didnt want to let go - wanted time to stop, freeze and hold everything i had there close and dear; never to let go. i still dont.
every day is a new day ♥
