Thursday, December 02, 2004 ;
11:26:00 PM
went out shopping today.. my legs ache terribly la. then somemore going out shopping again tomorrow. wahhaha.. but its fun! =)
spent the day with xuan today.. it was alright la.. so sorry stef for everything though *sheepish* really didnt mean for things to end up the way it did. had dinner with mum and aunty gimlan - wow! aunty gim has really mellowed ALOT. trust me. she even remarked that my mum had too little patience - she UNDERSTOOD my feelings for ONCE. i was astounded, yet hurt that someone outside could understand me better than my own mum. sigh oh well. her remark certainly stung. i cant comprehend why after like 19 years i still cannot get over aunty ivy and her remarks about my hearing. anyway, that's a depressive topic. i wont go into it.
really hope that bj can come out tml.. sigh. the last few days i can spend with him before i leave and his stupid officers want to restrict that precious time again. argh. whatever la, i'm just committing it to God and believing that He has His ways.
got a new pair of earrings today - looks a little indianish but i like it! and i realize that i'm mostly a "black" person - the color seems to suit me? haha.. oh well. funkish, is what xuan and daniel commented. hope tml when i go out again i can control my impulse to spend spend spend! di, hold on to the reins! ahhaha.. *grinz*
every day is a new day ♥
