Tuesday, December 21, 2004 ;
11:08:00 PM
argh i hate looking at photos - i'm SUPER unphotogenic. (however you spell it) china pictures are already uploaded in my computer - if you want your pictures, tell me and i'll send them to you okie? *grinz*
i realized that in my absence, alot of things have happened. its kinda cool really. jon and joanne got attached! knew it in my bones that it was inevitable to happen. 10 days already. lalala congrats to you jon! =) and my cousin finally ORD-ed from NS. he's like super delighted and happy la. haha cant wait for the day when bj ORD-s at last. *groan* its like another yr.
just went shopping today.. bought alot of gifts.. spent like over $200. argh. my allowance is all wiped out. anyway, i just hope that everyone'll like what i got for them.. and stef, dont you ever spill the beans on what presents i got for the others okie? thanks..
and i just want to do something like what evelyn and jo did on their blogs.. sort of like giving thanks to the people that touched them somehow during the yep trip.
charlene: for always listening to me - my complaints and my grudgings.. for being so tolerant.. and forever dependable. i really really wouldnt know how i would have done without you coz if not, i would have just kept it all to myself. gee..
huey ying: for confiding in me your doubts and making me think of the basic reason why i went for the yep trip. to re-realize the reason why i'm there.. and to let me see in you a heart of compassion for the lost. and to learn that doubts are natural.. its part of growing in one's walk with Christ.
gene ri: for just listening, talking crap.. being like an elder brother. making me laugh, everything - when i hardly even knew you at all.
stef and caron: i've already kinda said before in the previous entry but i'll say again - the comfort you gave by just being there.. your very presence made me comfortable and at home with being who i am. for the hugs you so willingly gave that i knew were from the heart.. not just some.. oh i dont know.. and also for listening. always.
darryl: a source of relief! hahaha he always managed to break me into laughter.
di: for that moment when i was down and needed to fa xie.. thanks for even just replying even though it was super ex. and also for being super super responsible as a leader. for all the laughter you brought too with the little remarks you made.. =)
evelyn and jo: hahaha for being hilarious bunk mates! evelyn - i'll NEVER forget the state of the room.. i've never met anyone so messy.. and yet what you said is right, that there's always order in chaos. love that phrase! =) and jo.. for always being happy, smiley and carefree.. simply love ya! *muuaccckkzz* hahahaha..
serena: for teaching me many things. reminding me of many things. for just being you.
joy: for living true to your namesake. full of joy and love.. and overflowing. never once did i see you down, angry or anything negative. i truly truly admire that..
and oh i dont know. maybe there are more people but i cant think of anyone else at the moment. and the order of the people mentioned doesnt mean anything. it doesnt mean that if i put you last means i thought of your name last. its just that i didnt know what to say - or maybe i did but i didnt know how to put it down in words. sometimes its really best to leave some things left unsaid. because words are just so inadequate and restrictive.
every day is a new day ♥
