Thursday, October 14, 2004 ;
1:32:00 AM
spent just about the whole day with shi ying.. sorta realized how much i missed her company.. although i feel a little ap by ignoring ann whenever she's there but sigh.. dont know la.. like i'll be racking my head for things to talk to ann about but it always draws a blank. haha, doubt u all know who i'm talking about anyway.
anyone have any tips on how to chase and scare pesky guys away? especially those who are too touchy-touchy????? help me!!! haha..
work is piling on.. and sleep's being all the more evasive. sigh.
went to visit him today.. sigh. i just felt like i never knew him, and i'm supposed to love, care and be concerned for someone who is practically a stranger to me. it hurts. everything that happened this evening. thankfully i could talk it out with my mum.. i just wish i could have talked to bj about it too.. sigh. hope wherever he is right now, he's fine..
just want to clarify about the last entry.. if you think i'm referring to you, think again. because the person i'm talking about will know exactly who he/she is.. without any doubt. (reason why i'm doing this is because too many pple have been coming up to me and asking if i'm referring to them..) - hmm. that speaks for something.
every day is a new day ♥
