Tuesday, October 05, 2004 ;
10:19:00 AM
it was a terrible time for me - sunday night to monday evening. i couldnt stop crying, my eyes were puffy and swollen. thank goodness i could just pretend i was sick - my friends were too self absorbed to notice anything wrong. if they had asked, i'll just break down there in front of everyone. yet it made me realize many things - that 24 hrs. many many things.
that my kor is always so reliable. i can call him anytime of the night and he'll listen. it had been always like this since sec school. i'm so thankful to God for you.. (thought i doubt you'll read this but.. yeah)
edwin. (another guy who wont read this but i really owe him lots) a golden heart deep down inside that hard exterior.
charlene. for that sweet prayer... thank you.
yi xuan.. i'm sorry to have burdened you and make you worry about your future.. i really am. but i just thank you that despite your fears, you were there for me nonetheless.. i cant thank you enough for sharing my joy and pain.
di.. heh. well i guess you were a little too busy with your exams but i cant blame you. yet thanks for keeping it to yourself and asking whether i'm ok.. yupz.. i'm fine right now.. and yes, all the best for your promos! =)
and what i learnt = how God really really really really really wants me back.. how he goes through such lengths just to pull me back to Him. i'm sorry i've drifted so far Lord.. bring me back to You, into Your embrace. for indeed You give and take away.. but still Lord i will say, blessed be Your name.
every day is a new day ♥
