Friday, October 15, 2004 ;
1:13:00 AM
am having my english lang test later.. in another 7 to 8 hrs?? ack.. and i've hardly studied.. i seriously dont know what i'm doing. came back to hostel from bsf and watched oc on nus network but the reception sucked.. the screen kept freezing and i could only gather info from the conversations.. argh!!!!!!
managed to talk to bj on the phone today =) updated him on some stuff.. and he too.. same old same old.. but comforting nevertheless. told him about the touchy touchy guy and he was like i'm gonna trash that guy up.. haha but worse still.. after hanging up, he sent me an sms saying that his
friend wants to do the same too! i was like.. yikez! haha he even told his bunk mate.. oh well. by all means, go ahead! relieve me of a pest.. (oops i feel super mean) but who cares? haha..
what happened with rebecca today taught me a few lessons too.. to thank God that i dont have a possessive and obsessively jealous bf.. her story really freaks me out. like feli asked, why do people want to make relationships so complicated? sigh.. just pray for her i guess.. that God will show her his will in this.
alright i think i gotta go and mug.. or sleep.. anything but computer! argh i really need discipline.
every day is a new day ♥
