Tuesday, September 21, 2004 ;
10:37:00 PM
spent the whole day at home.. have no money at all to go out. haha i'm heavily in debt as well. oh well.. hmm.. studied econs but i doubt much went into my head.. its like i was doing one question, then walked around the house, read a chapter of sherlock holmes and then went back to do one more question and the cycle is repeated. oh man. if i continue this way i'm definitely gonna fail everything! sobz.
john's coming out tomorrow night and i wish i can go see him but oh well. things prevent me from doing so. there are four places that demands my presence tomorrow NIGHT - all around the same time. how infuriating right? i mean, cant they spread out or something. argh. first is john. *duh* second is my jc class outing (where i dont think i'm missing out on much if i dont go. its mostly out of obligation.) thirdly, some vcf thingy going on in nus.. my cg leader there must be giving up on me. everytime there's something on, i cant go. maybe i'm over-committed. and fourthly, wwd at aunty ivy's house. *groanz* the obvious one to go for is wwd. if only its like next wk or something... precious precious time wasted. in a sense.
thursday's gonna be my busy day. lit tutorial, project group meeting, lit lecture, meet up with bj for dinner, bsf and back to hostel in nus for early lecture on friday. sigh. what a hectic day. its infuriating la! tues and wed morning and afternoon i've nothing on and they go squeeze everything into my last two days! ARGH. i'm fed up.
i'm not supposed to be online and there's nothing much for me to study coz i know that nothing econs can enter my head anymore. i'm right at the ditches of ldmr. blah! hehz okok think i gotta go and print out my survey for eng lang project... what a headache.
every day is a new day ♥