Monday, August 23, 2004 ;
10:31:00 PM
am suffering from an overdose of backbeat and moulin rouge tragedies. sigh. how would i ever ever feel if one day i've come to love and only to have it taken away from me the very next day... its absolutely heart-wrenching. to go through so much together and finally when it seems like happiness is just there, within reach, someone dies. only thing is that backbeat reflects a true life story. whereas moulin rouge is more or less a modernized fairy tale. still.... sigh.
am searching the net for details of why ringo starr didnt turn up for the beatles' tour in australia in 1964... argh. apparently his reason of appenditicis doesnt hold water. but i chanced upon this website that says tonsilitis... so is it appenditicis or tonsilitis? argh. aRgh. arGh. argH!
literature is still much to be desired... there's so much readings to do and so much to keep up on. i'm starting to feel the heat again and if i get lost, swept under... then i think its goodbye... my econs is really... eh nvm. i just dont understand, am not interested at all in the lecture - how can i ever do it as my major?
think i'm over-committing myself already... wednesdays wwd, thursdays bsf... those days without wwd i'll have vcf cell grp... oh well. maybe its for my own good. but do Lord, show me the way.
every day is a new day ♥
