Wednesday, July 28, 2004 ;
11:50:00 PM
not in the mood for blogging today.
just that i went nus for matriculation day and it was super tiring lugging three heavy bags around... my shoulders and all are aching. met john chok who's also going to be in bre... yeah - one piece of good news for the day - another friend in building and real estate! well.
elijah challenge today was different. thankfully no one was egging me on to go, only mum. ... lets just drop the topic.
mum was like in a bad mood after that. scolded me for buying my bag... for cutting my hair... for everything i did recently. sigh. she acts as though i chose my present condition and its as if she believes i dont want to get out of it. i mean, sometimes i feel like telling her that this is one thing that she has never experienced and therefore never understand... but after sitting in my room for a while, i realized she might have a point. sigh. i just dont know la.
i dont want to face it anymore.
every day is a new day ♥