Saturday, June 26, 2004 ;
11:26:00 PM
sometimes i just wonder if what i did was wrong... if only i had more patience... i mean, is it worth it? 6 and a half yrs of friendship and then... because of something as small as this and all is forgotten, forsaken. is it really worth it? i dont know. i mean, no, it definitely isn't. i guess, here is where pride comes in. sigh.
spent some of the morning and afternoon with bj - watched a movie "around the world in 80 days"... storyline is predictable but oh well... not that good la... after that went to church... think today's cell group was much better... i mean... whoa... i saw huey ying, tabitha and stef speaking up much more... willing to discuss instead of me always speaking like some naggy person haha... (hy, remember your drawing?) =) charlene and i should have done this much earlier, splitting up the group... but wonder how she feels about her group time today though... gotta get back to her about it... =)
met up with sunny, wilson and eunice for dinner at orchard swensens after cell group... didnt expect to enjoy myself so much! haha... it was quite fun, meeting up with my old friends... it was kinda sad though, i mean, eunice leaving for australia and all and only coming back in december... somehow slowly one by one friends are going away... few are coming to stay. sigh. xuan also starts school on monday so... i guess its back to the days of old...
saw this black tube dress at heeren... its really really nice!! argh.. and its quite cheap... at $27! anyone wants to volunteer? hahaha its my birthday coming right up in two weeks time! hahaha oh man... this is like the first time i'm being so bhb... probably got it from hanging around stef too much, she always publicizes her birthday like its nothing! haha oops...
okok gotta go... my di's waiting for me to do something!! byee
every day is a new day ♥
