Monday, April 05, 2004 ;
10:26:00 PM
watched the Passion of Christ already... but bj and i walked out of the show... he not standing for the strong theme of catholism and me, the simply sick gore. sigh. and yet it struck me, during the scene of scourging, (even though i didnt see anything - bj buried my eyes in his hands, the sounds emitted were enough) how cruel and heartless mankind could be... laughing at his own kind's pain and suffering under his own hands. what ever could have possessed his body and soul?! and also, the powerful love of God, to humble himself under his own subjects... to lay down his precious life for us unworthy souls. amazing. simply amazing.
yet, we walked out. why?
totally unbiblical. simply gory. too gory. strong catholism.
bj reported to seletar camp today... felt the twinge of sadness again. thursday night seems a long way...
went out for lunch with bj's friends today... cheryl, dawei, marvin, clarence and esther... was supposed to be just cheryl and marvin but everyone else came so i felt a little out of place. oh well. at least they welcomed me. =)
sigh am stuck doing 100 test tubes for the gd friday event... argh!!! and today i only completed 14... another 86 to go... *donks* why did i ever take so many for...
sigh.
every day is a new day ♥
