Tuesday, April 13, 2004 ;
10:22:00 PM
its been a long time since i last wrote in here... heh. oh well too busy i guess... sorry~
mum left on sunday night to go to japan - tokyo and kyoto... she advised me against going coz the things there are very expensive and therefore no shopping to be done. also she'll be doing alot of sighseeing- looking at flowers and stuff... not exactly my cup of tea. i'm more interested in going to europe! sigh. one day i guess.
and the very next monday early morning, bj left for camp again... thank goodness for yi xuan and shi ying who have been going out with me to fill up those long hours... however it is when night comes pangs of emptiness visit...
bj called just now... talked for about 40 min... =)
went swimming at yi xuan's house the past two days but as daniel commented, "which part of your body did you tan??" *heh* i'm not any darker despite the hot glaring sun... really, the weather is sweltering these days! hot, hot, hot!!!
gd friday event was quite good... lots of room for improvement though =) but it shows the talent and the heart put into it. i think the skit was especially good and it made people think about their lives, their future, something they have always pushed at the back of their minds, saying that one day they'll come to it but never ever did so....
but it sure showed me that my dear di can sing!! hahaha so proud of him... and he seems so different onstage- offstage he was back to his crazy, irritating self hahaha... joking... great job di!
and stef and caron! front dancers! cool... =) makes me feel like getting up there and dance with you but i probably wont be able to do it so well... its left to the younger generation yeah? haha my creaking bones most likely cant keep up... *haha*
sigh... its really quite hard... sometimes when you long for someone to be there always, and you find that he/she just cant be... and you're left alone back there... watching the diminishing figure walk further and further away... until it becomes nothing more than a speck in the distance... before fully disappearing...
just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, it does not mean that they do not already love you with all they have.
every day is a new day ♥
