Friday, March 26, 2004 ;
12:41:00 AM
sometimes things just dont turn out the way you expect them to.
today was a very tiring day... i'm totally dead beat. can barely walk... my legs are aching like mad.
i met up with mummy for lunch at millenia walk... was hoping to drop by harvey norman to look for a speaker that i've been searching for and then send our hps for repair, then go pick up some documents from a shop in suntec... then after finishing all those errands, go and relax and read a book in esplanade library until 5pm when i report for work... sounds like a great day right? esp the library part....
but no. guessed what happened. after a hurried lunch (where service was awful coz it was so crowded)... i went down to suntec's nokia care shop to send my mum's and my own hp for repairs coz the keypad is not working well... after that i went to another tower in suntec to collect my documents from that certain shop which was mentioned earlier... but lo and behold, they told me that for those documents, i had to pay $50... and since i didnt have enough cash, i told them to wait a while whilst i hurried back to cetennial towers (next to millenia walk) where mum works and get the money... and rushing back to that dumb shop. after collecting the documents, i went over to collect my hps but then was stopped midway to do some stupid survery... argh. so slowly, painfully i went back to mum's workplace and returned her hp to her... and it was already 4pm by then. lunch ended at 2pm. TWO hours! rushing through and fro. not funny at all.
so before i could even think of retiring and relaxing in the library for the precious last hr... instead, i received an sms from daniel to meet up... so why not? since i had another hour left to kill... might as well since he was also in the vicinity. so no library. sigh. rather i ended up walking from mum's office back to citylink... hung around for an hr before reporting to work. sianz.
and work - its another thing. the stupid dress code is so strict, everything you wear must be black. i was sporting a white pair of nike shoes and a khaki coloured belt and my boss found fault with them and told me not to wear them again. what the hell. i almost asked her if i had to wear a black watch and dye my hair jet black then! oh well. sorry. i'm just in a foul mood.
got a little warning from my boss though - coz i was just standing around at one point (being so exhausted from my walking up and down earlier) and she told me that should not be my attitude towards work and even asked me about my idea of customer service. sigh. on my first day of my job. i really suck la somehow. but i cant blame her either, she doesnt know what happened before i reported for work... so to her, i was just being lazy and couldnt take initiative. sigh. already a bad impression on my boss. what else?
so i came home wearily... so wearily. and guess what? i just missed my fav show of the season - american idol. so i'm still in suspense about who is in the finals and who were booted out. argh.
and now i'm here online, and just got into a quarrel with one of my friends who just cant see things i wish she would. i mean its like... sigh. why cant they just trust me and leave it at that? instead of constantly trying to "remind" me with their "good" intentions or so it seems, just tell me once and i know! for crying out loud, i'm NOT a baby and i KNOW what i'm doing! so just get off my back coz i am no longer standing for whatever remarks you have to make about my outings and get it into your thick foggy brains that i'm not one who just flits around from one flower to another! i guess this just shows me how much you know me; even after such a long time. thanks alot, my "pals".
i'm super mad. super tired. super infuriated. everything's just WRONG these days. what else is there for me to say?
every day is a new day ♥
