Friday, March 12, 2004 ;
1:14:00 AM
he called! *grinz* indeed it was late... sigh but he still called... thank you Lord... =)
ever felt that even though sometimes you're really close to this person... that everytime you see him or her there's just this amazing bond the two of you share and there's no awkwardness but you just dont know why, dont understand why but you are drifting apart? somehow, someway? that in the midst of life's events, both your worlds just happen to collide less and less often and then soon, you find yourself wondering, "why?"
it just isnt fair. its not our fault. so why?
its just life. and life is never by chance.
there's a reason behind every little thing that occurs. i just wish at times like this that i knew that reason why.
or even then on the other hand, people that you never really knew, or were close to for only brief periods... they just start coming back into your lives and in a sense, mess it up again... irritate you with the confusion they bring in your already much-confused world... and yet, paradoxically, give you the companionship you have been seeking for. so much so that you start wondering again... "so now, who's who?".
what a mess. a total mess.
anything.
every day is a new day ♥
