Sunday, February 15, 2004 ;
11:06:00 PM
sometimes i wonder why i must be so defensive- when she tells me something that i shld avoid doing... why must i flare up unnecessarily and thus evoke a quarrel? i mean... its like... i should know better. *sigh* thank goodness things are fine now.
tonight has been quite...thought provoking... i just found out that my colleauge at work is juggling two jobs at the moment. the other job is at a factory and she's working graveyard hours... its like from 11.30pm at night to 6.30am in the morning?! And lets say if her shift at where we're working is in the morning, she'll have absolutely no time to sleep but instead have to report to work at 10.30am the next morning. somehow... it just made me realize how fortunate i am... and looking at the way she takes her work so seriously (unlike me, the OFFICIAL slacker! *grinz*) - she's my age too! waiting for a level results and was from anderson jc. i was filled with admiration when she told me that and something close to guilt when i realized how i've been taking everything i have for granted. hope that God will allow me to have some time to share the Word with her... yupz.
dont really have much else to say... *sigh* am just missing someone alot... things have been really quite different without him around.
every day is a new day ♥
