Sunday, February 29, 2004 ;
11:25:00 PM
cast all your cares on Him
for He careth for you
He is my peace
He is my peace...
yes indeed the Lord God Almighty is my peace. last night, or rather early this morning i was really worried about my a levels... but God sent me comfort thru this song... =) adult worship was led by daniel koh - all the older songs and hymns but it was good. and the sermon was fantastic! i mean its like... whoa... *heh* the speaker was really funny - Rev Philip Tarroja from Philippines. couldnt stop laughing and he's really good at making what he wants to say very clear. had a good refreshing time in church today.
after church was leon's celebration lunch for his good o level results... (hope next wk i can say the same for myself sigh) oh well. but we left early - leon for his Good Friday practice and myself to go meet bj. =) sigh. really had a good time with him and even though he was back in spore for less than 24 hrs, i'm so thankful i managed to spend a big part of that time with him. i mean, i'm really so lucky... even he was so tired and such, he still rushed here and there for me... i really must stop taking him for granted and realize how much i owe him, how much he has sacrificed for me. thanks so much dear... =) *hugz*!
there was some problems at work today... sigh. turns out that some money in the ccash register float is missing... about $76 in total. hence, one of my colleagues has been suspended coz she's being suspected of theft... sigh i feel rather bad. i mean, seriously, if it wasnt her, all this must be so unfair. but...i dont know la... i guess i've learnt the hard way... to be more responsible and not take for granted that everyone's trustworthy. thank goodness i had bj to talk to about this if not i'd just go insane thinking and feeling bad...
was worrying over a level results again today but bj showed me that there's really no point worrying. after all God has brought me thru thus far... He wouldnt let me down. He brought me to jc esp with my sec sch background (some unknown neighbourhood sch to many) when i could have easily just joined the rest of the crowd of my friends who went poly. not only that, what's the point of agonizing over it? its already settled and determined... its all part of God's plan for my life. all i have to do is trust in Him, knowing that whatever the results are, he'll still bring me through. whether i hafta go overseas, or i can remain here in spore to further my studies, God knows the future and the only thing i've to do is to ask Him to come take my hand and guide me along life's rocky paths. i really really thank bj for telling me all this that i KNOW but never once fully absorbed.
its been a pretty tiring day... bj's back in camp again... and tml i've to go to work early... from 10.30am to 6pm... argh... *sigh* the schedule's really gonna be tighter now that its just down to lihui and me manning the shop the entire wk. means less free time. means more time in that stuffy smelly shop. hehz... but... all i have to say is Lord, THANK YOU! =) for being so faithful, for being so gracious, merciful, wonderful, glorious, beautiful, awesome, powerful, ... just ever so present in my life.
every day is a new day ♥
